I am very sorry about your situation



At first, i was surprised at the gap of age between you and your boy friend.



But, i think you\'d better to express your feeling about your boy friend more often.



Communication is one of the most important things in love affair.



Any way, i wish you and your boy friend keep a good relationship









>I have a boy friend that I really loved first time...

>Although he and I are 12 years apart, I\'ve tried to understand him and I really want this love that I valued the most of all in the world will continue forever.. and so far I\'ve strongly believed that.. as well I didn\'t doubt my love only once..

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>but, now, whole things were changed..

>he distress me..

>Although I told him my heart sincerely many times, he didn\'t believe me and he think that I don\'t like him and I\'ve treated him as a toy.. but I don\'t think so.

>I don\'t know my faults. I don\'t know what to do. I barely understand him..

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>So far I\'ve try to do he want..When  he wanted I go home early.. I did so..When he didn\'t want I wore gorgeous costumes.. I didn\'t..

>but he has always been dissatisfied with me.. He always said \"If you really like me, you would not do that.\"  

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>what\'s that he say????

>Why does he think??? Why does he make me bad???

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>I really don\'t know.. he has a mental problem that he don\'t believe a woman??.. so.. he didn\'t get married yet..  so.. he\'ve broken up many girl friends because of this problem..?

>so then.. I was a mere person like one of the women that he was thinking these women are not suitable for me.. ??

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>I am very confused his word and acting...

>after all, I don\'t believe him either..

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>I\'m so so so so... sorry for my parents they think we will get married on this March..

>but I feel it is impossible..

>Now, I very repoach his hasty behavior and words that we will be together forever..

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