I was terribly frustrated because Alyssa didn't show up for the meeting as always. It's not the first time she doesn't show up for the meeting without any notification like that.

At first she did like that, I really tried to understand to rescheduling due to not showing up. But as the number of cancelation is increasing  I am getting disappointed even angry. Obviously this is not good manner between two of us. Of course she always said so sorry about her terrible manner 3-4 hours later.

I don't think she didn't keep her word on purpose. She always had excuse that she couldn't get up on time and she always realize to be late when too late. I no longer stand to make fun of me. Finally, I asked her whether she would have any trouble with our friendship. There's doubt that she might not want to meet me anymore, but she couldn't refuse keeping in touch for long time. Also, the reason why she broke our promise constantly could be that she just tried to increase distance from me.

Basically it turned out that she has fallen into a bad habbit of going bed too late. The habit has made her get up too late even late afternoon. We were supposed to meet in ther morning generally. By her excuse, it was impossible to meet in the morning.

Afterward we talked abou this problem, she suggested that we could change the time to meet. Probably she could show up on time when we're going to meet afternoon or evening. Of course it's a little difficult for to get up too early, but I am a person who takes a reponsibility to keep my word dislike her. I'll watch her out next time. If she dosen't show up again, I'll have to think over our friendship seriously.